What are you going to do if this happens? What are going to do if this doesn't happen? Wait, what are you going to do period? Those are the questions that I've been asked by others and have been asking myself. They want answers and I want answers too. I don't have all the answers and I am discovering that it's okay. I don't have to have all the answers.
There were dozens of reasons why I thought I needed all the answers and dozen more reasons why I needed them now. My reasons were rooted in fear. The fear of what I would do if life situations didn't go as I had planned, the fear of being rejected and the fear of failing at what might be one of my greatest chances to succeed. Fear will destroy confidence if that confidence is not established in the hope of Jesus Christ. I had confidence in myself and when that slipped away I saw that I had nothing remaining. The answers that I thought I had were gone.
Sometimes we have to start over in order to find the right answers. At the end of ourselves we must find God because he is the right choice and he holds the key to all questions. Starting over isn't easy because you won't know what to do except to keep going and to keep trusting the Lord. When you let go and begin again you will find your questions resolved and you will realize that it is all right to let God have all the answers. Corrie Ten Boom said it well when she stated “Never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God.”
Throw away the answer key and stop attempting to solve the puzzle because you will never solve life's problems on your own. I needed the Lord to answer my questions and you need him too. Questions are answered at Calvary.
Nothing before, nothing behind;
The steps of Faith
Fall on the seeming void, and find
The rock beneath.
by John Greenleaf Whittier
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